I wish you knew
how much you mean to me
I wish you knew
you are always in my sleep

I wish you sung to me
like a brother would
I wish you held me
like a brother should

I wish you said things
you wouldn't tell others
I wish I knew your secrets
because I'm a keeper

I wish you kept me safe
because sometimes im scared
I wish you fought for me
please do, say you will?

This blog is really awesome
it makes me question
it makes me wonder

This blog is really powerful
it shows I know
because I'm the author

This blog holds no words back
for it knows the truth must talk
because I cant most of the time

This blog knows me well
it goes there she is there she left
but my shadow stays and its all yours

This blog is quiet the talker
its just mumbles and mumbles
no need to be loud
it already speaks without a mouth

This blog is really fast
my words traveling at the speed of light
they jump into thee
like butterflies in the spring

This blog is really for you
I'm kidding it's all for me
because I'm 20s and I'm selfish
but then again, look at thee

I guess I should say I'm sorry

I guess I should say it

I guess I should show it

I guess I'm not what you imagined 

I guess I have failed you darling

I guess you don't see yourself in me

I guess you don't like how I do things

I guess you knew better than that

I guess you mistake me for your past

I guess I know I should be yours

I guess I cant because I wont

I guess you know I should be free

I guess I know it was meant to be 

I guess I should say I'm sorry

I guess you would admire it

I guess I will stay quiet

I guess you are crying

I'm sorry I'm sorry I guess I'm really sorry

I love you I really do but I don't want to like you 

the day i found love

the day i found love i met you for the first time

that same night i saw you as my life reflected upon your eyes

the day i found love we were sitting across one another

the same night we spent eight hours inside a car

the day i found love you gave me your number and my insides turned

the same night i knew i had met my one for sure

the day i found love i had spent an entire day thinking about you

the same night we held each other tight singing love songs

the day i found love you told me i was your best friend

the same night i knew i was forever blessed

the day i found love we took off and drove away

the same night i knew it was never a mistake

the day i found love we held hands for the first time

the same night we kissed and felt all those butterflies

the day i found love i remembered my previous night

the same night we had sinned and were satisfied

the day i found love it was December 31 and you were away

the same night you left me a voice mail saying I was your first 

the day i found love we baked brownies and cuddled away

the same night i caressed the soft skin on your face 

the day i found love we were crying on each others shoulders

the same night we said "fuck the world, lets love each other"

the day i found love i was thousands of miles away

the same night i missed you every second of the day

the day i found love i went to sleep thinking about you

the same night i hoped i would dream of you

the day i found love i saw your face again

the same night i couldn't believe i was holding you again 

the day i found love we didn't care about anyone else

the same night we shared a room, a bathroom and a plate

the day i found love we did everything together

the same night we made plans to make one life forever 

the day i found love we fought and hated each other

the same night we knew we were crazy about one another

the day i found love we struggled to fight for us

the same night we knew it would be a long way home

the day i found love others knew and didn't smile

the same night we accepted us and whatever came along

the day i found love mistakes were made and we were lost

the same night we knew we would never be alone

the day i found love i slept alone in my bed 

the same night i missed you like i never had before

the day i found love you came to me from miles away

the same night we escaped and took the world by its horns

the day i found love i realized no one can compare

the same night we said, lets get along

the day i found love i saw you and saw my soul mate

the same night we said, you will forever be my always 

the day i found love was the same night i saw you for the first time.